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失憶
很喜歡靜茹這張新的專輯，謝謝Livia寄過來給我
推介：四季，失憶，飛魚，小心眼
一夜之間聽了〈失憶〉百遍
我書桌上的香水 你沉默的背對
只剩下那一點點 還是聞得到從前
西裝裡的口袋 我整理過的愛
又破了那一點點 我幫你補了誓言
從沒實現的搖滾夢 我也陪你走好多遍
斷弦的吉他 始終彈不出我要的答案
我和你拼了好幾夜 約翰藍儂的圖片
卻拼不到一個永遠 我在等你喊停＊
感覺不到 從前溫柔的雙眼
感覺得到 你已不再眷戀
無奈的笑 試圖讓我知道
得了失憶可能對你我都好
感覺不到 說是為了我改變
感覺得到 沉默劃過我左臉
我不知道 也許我會得到
一句 還是朋友
這是藉口 還是盡頭
記得我們一起說過,廣東歌會令人自卑
不過這不是廣東歌
反正,這過theory也很少適用在我身上
（我不是會聽歌詞的人，你要知道我是聽廣東歌也聽不出歌詞的人。對不起作詞人們。）
通常我說喜歡一首歌的時候，我很可能會這樣說：
「我很喜歡中間轉調那個效果。」
「有oboe/english horn呀！」
「結他那個部份的感覺很好。」
「整體感覺很好。」
「有arpeggios！」
何必計較是哪genre的？好聽就好。
Gender and Sexuality in session…
Disclaimer: please do not take this as a sexist comment, because it is not, although it may appear to be. This is just a discussion of two friends on a some what ‘touchy’ subject for some people, and it is not for the purpose of depreciating any sexes’ value. Please accept my apology if you find this offensive.
A chat conversation between me and Will that I thought it would be interesting to share.
Please pardon the HK-ish English:
Janice Lo (22:44:40): i found most transexuals are
Janice Lo (22:44:45): boy->girl
Janice Lo (22:44:53): or maybe they are just more high profile
Janice Lo (22:45:05): hmmmm…
Janice Lo (22:45:07): but interesting
Janice Lo (22:45:10): dun you think?
William Shakespeare (22:45:10): coz it seems gal becoming a man is more difficult
Janice Lo (22:45:20): really!!?!
William Shakespeare (22:45:24): yes.
Janice Lo (22:45:25): did you study about that?
Janice Lo (22:45:30): wa~~~~~
Janice Lo (22:45:34): tell me more about it!!!!
William Shakespeare (22:45:44): we don’t have the x/y DNA
William Shakespeare (22:45:57): but male has both
Janice Lo (22:46:00): but…. it;s not like after your transexual surgery, you can have all female features ga la
Janice Lo (22:46:03): oh ic
William Shakespeare (22:46:13): so biologically, a guy can turn into a womann’ some ppl suggested that in the future, guys can have babies
Janice Lo (22:46:25): ho la~~~~
Janice Lo (22:46:31): totally mo loi
William Shakespeare (22:46:39): but those female features r done by injecting hormones
Janice Lo (22:46:40): but i have heard abt that too
Janice Lo (22:46:55): including having ovaries and ovulating?!?!?!!!?
Janice Lo (22:47:02): how would that be possible.>!>!!
William Shakespeare (22:47:15): female can’t get that DNA, so i think female can’t turn into a male
Janice Lo (22:47:20): you can grow a uterus by just injecting hormones/!??!!
William Shakespeare (22:47:43): i don’t know, i m not a science studentbut juz it’s easier for them if they wanna be a gal
Janice Lo (22:47:52): ……………
Janice Lo (22:48:06): i am not so sure i want to be a guy
Janice Lo (22:48:23): afterall
William Shakespeare (22:48:23): guy r dirty n’ smelly
Janice Lo (22:48:24): hahahahaa
Janice Lo (22:48:28): yes!!!!!!
William Shakespeare (22:48:31): unless i turn into a super handsome guy!
Janice Lo (22:48:34): and there are so many social pressure on guys
Janice Lo (22:48:40): ………………
William Shakespeare (22:49:23): n’ i can’t figure that if i spend a lot of time thinking abt sex
William Shakespeare (22:49:40): these days guys r so shallowJanice Lo (22:49:47): hai loh!!!!!!!!!
Janice Lo (22:50:05): alas
Janice Lo (22:50:09): being a guy is shit anyway
William Shakespeare (22:50:17): ai…
so therefore, more n’ more tbs emerge
William Shakespeare (22:50:30): ^o)
Janice Lo (22:51:11): how does that establish this?!?!?!
Janice Lo (22:51:31): oh you mean….. because there is demand of less shadow guys….
Janice Lo (22:51:35): and then tb emerges?!?!?!!
William Shakespeare (22:51:43): um…
William Shakespeare (22:52:19): gals want not shallow n’ good guy–> but then the guys suck–> gals start to look for gal–>seeing there is a market–> tb/pure emerges
William Shakespeare (22:52:36): or
William Shakespeare (22:52:50): gals know that guys suck–>start to look for a gal
Janice Lo (22:53:33): gum… nei bud yu say all tb are economist… but you
Janice Lo (22:53:36): hahahahaa
William Shakespeare (22:53:59): no, u can’t say so
Janice Lo (22:54:06): why>
William Shakespeare (22:54:18): maybe these tbs know that there r some good gals around
they chase them
William Shakespeare (22:54:29): maybe it’s not abt the market
Janice Lo (22:54:39): but why does tb have to be tb to chase girls?
William Shakespeare (22:54:42): while these tbs chase these gals, these gals juz say yesJanice Lo (22:54:47): cant they just be girls and chase girls
William Shakespeare (22:55:04): um..
i don’t know
William Shakespeare (22:55:13): maybe some gals only like tbs???
Janice Lo (22:55:31): is there any theory saying why would a girl rather be a tb than a tbg?
William Shakespeare (22:55:36): of coz there is pure in hkbut the trend in asia is that les=tb and tbg
William Shakespeare (22:55:46): no
Janice Lo (22:55:53): hmmmmm
Janice Lo (22:56:04): interesting
William Shakespeare (22:56:34): yes, but so far i haven’t encountered any theories that explain this situation
Janice Lo (22:56:57): let’s look that up after exam
Janice Lo (22:57:04): if we still remember
William Shakespeare (22:59:10): i can only say that
every gender is constructed
n’ u, acting as tb/tbg/female/male is only a performancewe choose the most comfortable ‘role’ to performance
so i guess, maybe some ppl found that taking up a particular role will make them feel better than the others
Janice Lo (22:59:47): since when is there a role of tb/tbg though?
Janice Lo (22:59:56): i mean
William Shakespeare (23:00:04): all the time
Janice Lo (23:00:16): what contribute to the emergence of tb?
Janice Lo (23:00:21): is there any theory?
William Shakespeare (23:00:22): tb=husband
tbg=wifeeverybody is doing that
William Shakespeare (23:00:30): u assume tb=a guy
tbg= a gal
William Shakespeare (23:00:40): i don’t know
William Shakespeare (23:00:54): i guess for every tb, she has their own reason
Janice Lo (23:01:29): gum jik hai while they are performing an extraordinary role as a tb/tbg, they are still confined in society’s convention of m/f instead of f/f relationship la
Janice Lo (23:01:40): coz there’s still like a husband/wife situation
William Shakespeare (23:01:51): YES!
Janice Lo (23:01:52): hmmmmm
William Shakespeare (23:02:01): so sb argue that
William Shakespeare (23:02:25): sometimes homo. relationship is reinforcing heterosexual relationship
Janice Lo (23:02:59): hey
Janice Lo (23:09:16): you know… those people anti-homo
Janice Lo (23:09:24): are they mostly male?
Janice Lo (23:09:37): coz i just couldn’t recall any female proponents….
William Shakespeare (23:09:46): yes
William Shakespeare (23:09:55): coz male is so scared of this topic
Janice Lo (23:10:03): or… maybe it’s just that the male anti-homo is more outspoken?!
William Shakespeare (23:10:04): for those female r like.. christians
Janice Lo (23:10:23): why would male be scare of this topic
William Shakespeare (23:10:34): i m not male
Janice Lo (23:10:53): i just thought maybe there will be some theories explaining this phenomenon
William Shakespeare (23:10:59): no la
William Shakespeare (23:11:25): maybe male is so scraed that a guy will become sissy
William Shakespeare (23:11:30): if he is gay
Janice Lo (23:11:45): but gay ppl dun care if they are sissy!
William Shakespeare (23:11:56): becoming feminine is a fatal thing for most guys
Janice Lo (23:12:25): true
Janice Lo (23:12:30): look at chandler and joey
Janice Lo (23:12:31): lol
any thoughts people? share them away!
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sexuality, gender, transexual, homosexuality, tb, tbg
My favourite House quotes
1.
Dr. Wilson: Did you know your phone is dead? Do you ever recharge the batteries?
Dr. House: They recharge? I just keep buying new phones.
2.
Dr. House: No, there is not a thin line between love and hate. There is, in fact, a Great Wall of China with armed sentries posted every twenty feet between love and hate.
I just copied those quotes from Facebook’s House MD group. I just found them hilarious. But I don’t even know which episode do they come from.
I am a good procrastinator and a bad bad bad student.
P.S. I finished my exchange essay! YIKES!!! Now, off to be a good student…