i am stuck

I am stuck again. sometimes, when there’s something big, or something big that I found from tiny little things, I tend to have a lot of thoughts, but I can never put it into coherent words - in oral or in writing, and in whatever languages. For example, I suppose I would have a lot to say, and I actually have had a lot of feelings towards the rehersals, performance, and even the aftermath of BPS 115th anniversary Concert. However, no matter how much I have had to say, I could not put down even a single word - but is the concert that ‘beyond-words’? I just don’t know how to express my thoughts coherently, or, are my thoughts too complicated? Or, is my levels of thinking and language not matching? (Screw that, they are both pathetically poor anyways…) Urgh, I hate feeling like that.